Stupid & dumb ..

I treasure you more than you expected.
I care for you more than you see.
You can't feel everything i do. Everything seems not enough, what i did, is it really not enough?
I hope now things are better, and better, and better, and getting back to how we are like before.
I don't know why things brought us to this stage, where it is so difficult to bring ourselves back to the past.

I'm stupid and dumb, i don't know how to show the real concern that someone wants for someone.
I'm useless, i don't know how to make my efforts being seen clearly by someone.
I'm irritating, whatever i do doesn't change the situation and someone better but worst.
I don't know how to use my brain,
i only know how to use my mouth.
Everything is not enough, i don't know how to do more.
Can someone teach me how to overcome this stage of my life?
Yes, i need someone to teach me things again, because..

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I'm just stupid and dumb.
Thats the reason why maybe things always get worse.
Because i'm stupid and dumb..

I'm always thinkg, how to improve our relationship?
For this time, can you take your first step? Can you msg me first? I'll be vy glad..
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I have you to be with,
everything will be easy..
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Stop, and listen to this song (L)

I WANT TO GO! SOMEONE HELP ME!! ):

My 400th post, i just realised, hah :D

Bought alot of things today, and spend alot as well, i'm very very very broke now ):
Finally got the console Wii, using voices, movement via the real life action, HAHA, familiar? (: & changed my keyboard and mouse like wow, so different :D
Alright, i spend 700plus(for the wii & band hero set) and 39 for my keyboard and mouse at IT fair, lol. I totally got no money already, gna rot at home this month because no money to spend, haha.

I've yet to pay the person almost 60bucks for the shirt & lwy's album, lol. Ugh, i'm thinking how to fork out the money now -.- Oh yeah, great news! (for me only though, haha) Lwy's coming to Singapore from the 4th to 7th december :D happpy!
4th is the arrival, then 5th at bugis autograph session HOHO :D, 6th got a party at K union in the afternoon, but need to buy another album at don't know what gama shop for the entry ticket (SIANXZXZXXZ -.-I WANT TO GOOOO! BUT NO MONEY ALRD LA -.- LOL.) and at night, a charity show at mediacorp (: & lastly 7th she's leaving ): Hope she can come again and celebrate christmas with us though, HAHA, self entertaining :D

Anybody willing to sponser me the album money for the ticket? i'll be so grateful ^^
anybody anybody anybody anybody, please please please~~~

Oh yeah, i won a lucky draw, so surprisingly :D HAHA.