Honestly speaking, i really wonder if I know you well.
I doubt I do. I really don't think i do.
I suck in everything.
I take things too seriously, like a gan chiong spider.
Thats why I landed myself in this stage.
Seriously speaking, i really wonder why am i doing all these.
I really want to give up.
But i really don't bare to.
What can I do? What should I do next?
I thought i'd have gotten over.
But until today, I realised I haven.
Teacher talked to me yesterday. It was a very harsh talk, but well, like what sind said, "i deserve this".
Unknowingly, this topic became a very sensitive one to me.
It was .... terrible. Sigh.
My heart really feels terrible.
Why am i feeling this way.
So many things seem to crash on me at the same time.
My life seemed different after that night.
I became more vulgar. (shit)
I became more sensitive (shit shit)
Sometimes its really hard to pretend happy in front of someone.
Yet, I really dont wish to affect anyone with my emotions.
What is this..
What is life..
What have I become..
So much mixed feelings recently.
People do distant from each other. It's how you manage it. I guess you enjoyed your current life and need the current people more than friends in the past? But well, i guess the current life you're leading is something you want isn't it? Good for you. I really hope you haven forget about me.
Had a great boxing day 3 days back. Though christmas was boring because I spend it all alone, not even with my family as they have their own things to do, but well, boxing day just covered everything (: I once said i regret working in there, but perhaps I would take back my words because of the friends i've made there. Well, it's just something unexplainable & i'm really glad that we're still in contact (:
& many administration stuffs need to take care of. Tired. Sick and tired of everything. Sigh.
Felt so much better talking to the air.
Goodnight world, the quiet world, the sad world, the depressed world.
The miserable world.
Saw this and really find it meaningful.
Just less than 2 weeks before holiday ends.
Wonder what will happen when school starts.
Been telling myself things will be better & i can do it.
But sometimes, you will really wonder if you can.
I guess what is most important is Never Doubt Yourself; but i never fail to do this everytime :/
Oh well.
Really feel like going on to rant and rant, but it gna be endless.
Shall end now.
I doubt I do. I really don't think i do.
I suck in everything.
I take things too seriously, like a gan chiong spider.
Thats why I landed myself in this stage.
Seriously speaking, i really wonder why am i doing all these.
I really want to give up.
But i really don't bare to.
What can I do? What should I do next?
I thought i'd have gotten over.
But until today, I realised I haven.
Teacher talked to me yesterday. It was a very harsh talk, but well, like what sind said, "i deserve this".
Unknowingly, this topic became a very sensitive one to me.
It was .... terrible. Sigh.
My heart really feels terrible.
Why am i feeling this way.
So many things seem to crash on me at the same time.
My life seemed different after that night.
I became more vulgar. (shit)
I became more sensitive (shit shit)
Sometimes its really hard to pretend happy in front of someone.
Yet, I really dont wish to affect anyone with my emotions.
What is this..
What is life..
What have I become..
So much mixed feelings recently.
People do distant from each other. It's how you manage it. I guess you enjoyed your current life and need the current people more than friends in the past? But well, i guess the current life you're leading is something you want isn't it? Good for you. I really hope you haven forget about me.
Had a great boxing day 3 days back. Though christmas was boring because I spend it all alone, not even with my family as they have their own things to do, but well, boxing day just covered everything (: I once said i regret working in there, but perhaps I would take back my words because of the friends i've made there. Well, it's just something unexplainable & i'm really glad that we're still in contact (:
& many administration stuffs need to take care of. Tired. Sick and tired of everything. Sigh.
Felt so much better talking to the air.
Goodnight world, the quiet world, the sad world, the depressed world.
The miserable world.
Saw this and really find it meaningful.
Just less than 2 weeks before holiday ends.
Wonder what will happen when school starts.
Been telling myself things will be better & i can do it.
But sometimes, you will really wonder if you can.
I guess what is most important is Never Doubt Yourself; but i never fail to do this everytime :/
Oh well.
Really feel like going on to rant and rant, but it gna be endless.
Shall end now.