Hi diary,
I am here again lol.
Last day of 2011.
Well, usually this point of time i'm always thinking what I want for a brand new year, but today, instead of that, i feel like talking more about what happen in 2011.
I should say, i could never able to remember everything, but some of the more significant stuffs. :)
Oh well, let me start with the early of 2011.
Was working under the green hub, if you know what i mean, you'll get it.
Well, i admit that i didn't enjoy that much initially because of all the stress and I see the cruelty of society in there, lol. But, i don't deny people in there are really good. Helpful at least. And yep, of course met a few friends that are still in contact now :)
Though we came from different school, but well, it's fate that we're friends under the green shelter.
Sickening & shihui! Those who helped me alot in my studies esp. Perhaps not literally teach me, but well, they are helping me by giving me information that they can. Really appreciate of that esp when i'm someone who is like so blur and miss out everything that i can missed in the world. -.-
Coming up next will definitely be ass & kat. Kat is a very... "loud" person? haha! okay perhaps not that loud, but someone who has alot of thoughts within herself! She's outspoken? (after knowing her) LOL. & yeah, i will never forget the first time that we met each other lol. Like NEVER forget. :)
Then will be that ass! Though I only managed to get close to her towards the end of the whole green contract when we're about to leave the place, but it's never too late. I would say she's a weird and caring friend LOL. okay, shall not use the word weird, but rather, someone hard to understand? haha. I thought i understand her, but actually i don't. Similar yet different. I would use this to describe our mindset/way of thoughts. But well, she definitely has more thoughts and own opinions compared to me ;)
Really hope all of us will keep in touch like how we did now.
I'm kinda really afraid of distances idky :/
Okay move on!
Oh yeah! I travel with my friends out of SG for the first time! To Phuket! :D Phuket was awesome! A fun and relaxing place! It's really nice to travel overseas with friends. Really want to do so again. Okay, but i need money!
June-July, i left the green hub. With a heavy heart. Because of some mistakes i've made. Everytime i go back to that building, i rlly don't feel good lol. I have no idea why. Just feel quite terrible. Never pon anything before in sch (excluding uni lol) before honestly, and that was the first time i pon work and yeah, those things happened. Well, lesson learnt. LOL. But it's okay, learn as you go along. Since if you knew something is wrong from the very start, then don't do it.
August. I start school. Wasn't a good start because I didn't join any camp, so i was a loner in school lol. Except that i knew some of my tut mates. Glad that they didn't mind me and willing to help me if i need help. But... uni; ultimately you still need to depend on yourself. Yeah, really yourself, i mean MYSELF. Hmmmmmm. So many emotions when talked about uni. :/
Oh yeah, stayed hall with Vicky! :) well, hall isn't THAT fun as you guys describe to ME because i am a loner again, lol. Skipped all the camps as well. lmao, i really wish to restart my whole uni life but it's too late. Move on D:
Hmm, somehow results for semester 1 in uni affected me alot. Like really alot :(
This shows that I really need to buck up. A stone really hit me hard. Never fail something that i need to retake before and this is the first time. -.-
GRR. GET RID OF ALL DISTRACTIONS!
which i guess is kpop lol.
Not as if i'm very into it, but... i need to get in touch w them because of blogshop and stuffs.
So seriously wondering if i should give that up as well...... sigh.
But well, kpop do bring me smiles as well :)
It's a way to distress. Somehow looking at their variety shows and laugh it out does make me distress alil lol. But too much of it is really harmful :/
Need to learn to control.
I guess one of the things I would rmb would be the night of concerts.
Surprisingly, i remembered more clearly snsd concert compared to shinee one.
All i rmb for shinee was the heart that key did XD lol.
But i would say, snsd concert was really an influence to me lmao.
Was still telling ass that I feel touched that she could make it to see her tiffany, but well, snsd, you guys.... is really (Y)
Other than the power of sones, you guys just.... -speechless-
Idk how to describe but yeah. :) good job LOL.
There seems alot I still want to say but too much.
2011 is a year full of memories, good, bad, sad, happy, excitment, exposed to new stuffs and many more.
From working experience at green hub, to starting my new life in uni, to knowing more about entertainment. WOW. I would say, i learn alot from it. :)
& one sad thing that happened is definitely that my maid left us, today, the last day of 2011.
Really really miss her. I mean, afterall, it's a 13-14 years of relationship.
Well, really hope she is doing well over back home.
I knew this day will definitely come no matter what, but well, just need time to get used to it. (:
Kinda regret that I didn't spend enough time w her & my family.
Seeing how my mum teared today just make me feel sad. My maid is gone, my mum will be alone at home. Nobody for her to rant to, as most of us are either schooling or working.
Yeah, there's really ALOT of things that happened in 2011 :(
Friends distanced.
I made new friends.
I entered a new school, my future.
People around me leave.
Sigh. So emotional -.-"
Alright!
Shall stop thinking about it!
Move on! Believe I can do better in 2012! :)
Resolution... hmmm!
Seems like I have alot to write/make.
Shall continue my resolutions tomorrow or later! ^^
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE.
I LOVE YOU. (:
I am here again lol.
Last day of 2011.
Well, usually this point of time i'm always thinking what I want for a brand new year, but today, instead of that, i feel like talking more about what happen in 2011.
I should say, i could never able to remember everything, but some of the more significant stuffs. :)
Oh well, let me start with the early of 2011.
Was working under the green hub, if you know what i mean, you'll get it.
Well, i admit that i didn't enjoy that much initially because of all the stress and I see the cruelty of society in there, lol. But, i don't deny people in there are really good. Helpful at least. And yep, of course met a few friends that are still in contact now :)
Though we came from different school, but well, it's fate that we're friends under the green shelter.
Sickening & shihui! Those who helped me alot in my studies esp. Perhaps not literally teach me, but well, they are helping me by giving me information that they can. Really appreciate of that esp when i'm someone who is like so blur and miss out everything that i can missed in the world. -.-
Coming up next will definitely be ass & kat. Kat is a very... "loud" person? haha! okay perhaps not that loud, but someone who has alot of thoughts within herself! She's outspoken? (after knowing her) LOL. & yeah, i will never forget the first time that we met each other lol. Like NEVER forget. :)
Then will be that ass! Though I only managed to get close to her towards the end of the whole green contract when we're about to leave the place, but it's never too late. I would say she's a weird and caring friend LOL. okay, shall not use the word weird, but rather, someone hard to understand? haha. I thought i understand her, but actually i don't. Similar yet different. I would use this to describe our mindset/way of thoughts. But well, she definitely has more thoughts and own opinions compared to me ;)
Really hope all of us will keep in touch like how we did now.
I'm kinda really afraid of distances idky :/
Okay move on!
Oh yeah! I travel with my friends out of SG for the first time! To Phuket! :D Phuket was awesome! A fun and relaxing place! It's really nice to travel overseas with friends. Really want to do so again. Okay, but i need money!
June-July, i left the green hub. With a heavy heart. Because of some mistakes i've made. Everytime i go back to that building, i rlly don't feel good lol. I have no idea why. Just feel quite terrible. Never pon anything before in sch (excluding uni lol) before honestly, and that was the first time i pon work and yeah, those things happened. Well, lesson learnt. LOL. But it's okay, learn as you go along. Since if you knew something is wrong from the very start, then don't do it.
August. I start school. Wasn't a good start because I didn't join any camp, so i was a loner in school lol. Except that i knew some of my tut mates. Glad that they didn't mind me and willing to help me if i need help. But... uni; ultimately you still need to depend on yourself. Yeah, really yourself, i mean MYSELF. Hmmmmmm. So many emotions when talked about uni. :/
Oh yeah, stayed hall with Vicky! :) well, hall isn't THAT fun as you guys describe to ME because i am a loner again, lol. Skipped all the camps as well. lmao, i really wish to restart my whole uni life but it's too late. Move on D:
Hmm, somehow results for semester 1 in uni affected me alot. Like really alot :(
This shows that I really need to buck up. A stone really hit me hard. Never fail something that i need to retake before and this is the first time. -.-
GRR. GET RID OF ALL DISTRACTIONS!
which i guess is kpop lol.
Not as if i'm very into it, but... i need to get in touch w them because of blogshop and stuffs.
So seriously wondering if i should give that up as well...... sigh.
But well, kpop do bring me smiles as well :)
It's a way to distress. Somehow looking at their variety shows and laugh it out does make me distress alil lol. But too much of it is really harmful :/
Need to learn to control.
I guess one of the things I would rmb would be the night of concerts.
Surprisingly, i remembered more clearly snsd concert compared to shinee one.
All i rmb for shinee was the heart that key did XD lol.
But i would say, snsd concert was really an influence to me lmao.
Was still telling ass that I feel touched that she could make it to see her tiffany, but well, snsd, you guys.... is really (Y)
Other than the power of sones, you guys just.... -speechless-
Idk how to describe but yeah. :) good job LOL.
There seems alot I still want to say but too much.
2011 is a year full of memories, good, bad, sad, happy, excitment, exposed to new stuffs and many more.
From working experience at green hub, to starting my new life in uni, to knowing more about entertainment. WOW. I would say, i learn alot from it. :)
& one sad thing that happened is definitely that my maid left us, today, the last day of 2011.
Really really miss her. I mean, afterall, it's a 13-14 years of relationship.
Well, really hope she is doing well over back home.
I knew this day will definitely come no matter what, but well, just need time to get used to it. (:
Kinda regret that I didn't spend enough time w her & my family.
Seeing how my mum teared today just make me feel sad. My maid is gone, my mum will be alone at home. Nobody for her to rant to, as most of us are either schooling or working.
Yeah, there's really ALOT of things that happened in 2011 :(
Friends distanced.
I made new friends.
I entered a new school, my future.
People around me leave.
Sigh. So emotional -.-"
Alright!
Shall stop thinking about it!
Move on! Believe I can do better in 2012! :)
Resolution... hmmm!
Seems like I have alot to write/make.
Shall continue my resolutions tomorrow or later! ^^
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE.
I LOVE YOU. (: